everyone, i know i'm never on. but i made a new deviant account! CoNsUmEd-127

hopefully anyone sees this

Hello peoples...just stopping by. I'll be checking out some art, reading my shit-load of messages, ect. I'm gonna put some pics of myself up on here, but i never got a scanner so i haven't put my artwork. The stuff i have on here is just random shit from appleworks and other mac programs. i DID get a digital camera for Christmas though, so i might take photos of my work and put it up here!

Laters,

Tianna

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wow...i haven't been on here in FOREVER! Just thouhgt i'd take a peak around, schools out and i'm having a strange summer already. I'm sure no one has missed me anywayz, and i never got my real art on here.

i've got more than 500 hundred messages...omg. This should keep me busy for a while!

Tianna

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things are looking better..in a way. Updates...

Good side: Jared and me aren't fighting and/or not talking anymore, and were freinds again.
Bad side: he still has this other girlfreind.

Bad side: I don't have a boyfreind.
Good side: i can flirt with whoever i want!

Bad side: We have to work in the weightroom almost everyday in P.E.
Good side: I get to watch Franco work out! shexy...

Bad side: Im having so many stomach problems, they think i might have an ulcer, or be lactose inolerante, so im on medication and i can no longer eat dairy or soda(and im already a vegatarian, so now im vegan).
Good side: I've lost 4 pounds!!

Well, i guess things aren't ALL bad right?

Tianna

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i feel so betrayed...:crys:

after i broke up with abdul, i started talking to that guy jared who liked me as soon as school started in august....
He has longish black hair that fall over his eyes, has adorable chubby cheeks and likes to wear pink and black, and wears some of the hottest goth clothes you've ever seen. we became very close freinds who talked for hours every night. We know tons about each other... favorite bands, favorite shows, all about our disfunctional family's(lol), everything. He used to ask me out all the time, but i was so depressed that i never went out with him. i just needed a freind. He helped me so much through all that horrible time crying and feeling so alone. But when i started getting better, i started asking HIM out. But that's when i found out he had a girlfriend, so i was too late. It was hard enough dealing with that because i was really starting to love him. So i waited, and waited, but he never asked me out again. We still talked all the time but he never wanted to hang out. So finally, i called him one night and started crying, asking him why it had been 2 months and he still had no interest in me anymore. He said he does like me, but he's had a girl freind this WHOLE TIME. Even when he was asking me out, him and his girlfreind where just on "break". I coudn't belive it, and i told him i didn't think i should talk to him anymore because hearing or seeing him was so painful. Now everytime i see him at school i start crying, and i miss him more than anything. I though things couldn't be more painful in life sincei lost abdul...but now I feel like i've lost another best freind and someone i love....things just keep getting worse don't they?

Tianna

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